Sunday, May 31, 2009

Limits

Have you ever reached your limit?

Whether it be a limit of bullshit, drama, excuses, irrationality.. Whatever, but you know just when you feel like you are about to snap. Because you have let someone into your life that just pushes & pushes .... Eventually you will reach the edge.

At first you keep your mouth shut, thinking this will blow over, then you start to voice how you feel but it goes ignored, then you start to really give warnings that they are coming dangerously close to your limit... You threaten to abandon the relationship, which ever sort of relationship you hold with this person, but that is ignored..... Then it goes from being tolerable, to you just want out. You don't care how or why, but you have put up with enough, you have been selfless enough, you have taken enough "abuse". You feel like if you have to deal with this situation for another second you are going to go somewhere dark & scary in your head that you don't ever want to be. I have been to this "place" before, its not pretty.

How much of yourself can you give to another person before YOU disappear? How much can one person take without ever giving anything back? I just cant anymore... It is becoming too much for me.....

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